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Mostly a link drop. Also? Private. )
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[OOC: In which her player remembers that recap posts are a Good Thing and she should really make one once in a while.]

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For her. Really. )
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Angela hears Sheriff Lamb's announcement on the radio in the morning.

Dazed and shocked, she stumbles to journalism ... and is happy to find the class cancelled. She could never concentrate.

She pulls out her diary and begins to write )

She picks up the phone and dials.
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It's her journal and she'll emo if she wants to. )
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Martin is back, and I seem to have inherited his cat.

I think I'm calling her Minerva. Goddess of wisdom and war, plus she just *looks* like a Min. Rory made me think of it by suggesting Loki, which got me looking at goddess names.

I'm not even going to talk about what else happened in Study Hall, other than to say that my decision to never go near the cafeteria has been validated yet again.

I'm so happy to have him here again. Even with the singing. I just need to find a way to tell him about Saturday in the library.

Had my first ethics class today. Ms. MacClay -- Tara -- she wasn't kidding about liking to challenge people. And I dropped some stuff right in front of Angelus.

Maybe he'll think it's funny?

I just ... I can't keep thinking about that. It will make me crazy.

(Is there a difference between me eating a steak and Angelus eating me? Other than that I don't want to be eaten ... but I doubt the cow does, either. Must research vegetarianism.)
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Jotted in her notebook as she swivels aimlessly on a stool at Championship Vinyl.

Private entry. )
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[Private Entry]

He sent me roses.

He says he loves me.

I told him I love him.

Last night we did it had sex ummed made love ... you know. That. It's so bizarre that I've been obsessing about this for, like, five years, and ... it's happened. And I'm so glad this is how it happened.

It was nice. Very nice. Want to try it again in this way that I've never wanted anything before -- not just the it, but the him. It felt like ... physically? Weird, but a very very good kind of weird. (Like I said, I want to try it again.) Emotionally? Like there was only one of us and we were the only being on the planet.

I really like the way he smells.

I wonder if I look different today. I feel different today.

I hate that he's going away.

I am so convinced that people somehow know... but I don't think I care.

Angela finishes writing as there is a knock on her door.
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A lot has happened in the last few days, though most of it has been good, or at least interesting.

First, Dr. House let us off the hook. Hooray for not being a guinea pig for gremlin bodily fluids.

I braved Angelus' candidate forums on Thursday. I thought a lot of it was pretty boring (nice surprise), but Rory and Marty seemed to do well. Oh, and I kind of yelled at Maia over the "Parker's Pets" thing. I can understand why people don't like Parker -- I didn't like her myself for the first couple weeks we were here, and it seems like every time I listen to her ideas, something goes wrong -- but it still seemed like a slam at some people who really hadn't done anything.

Maia swears she didn't mean it that way. I feel kind of sorry for her, it sounds like she's just overwhelmed by a lot of things. Apparently she's dating Ms. Sidle and was upset because Sidle hurt herself.

The one good thing to come out of it was that I got to talk to that guy Anakin, with the Kajagoogoo refugee haircut. He is surprisingly cool for a member of JA, and can move things with his mind, like Paige. He's starting a "Deep Thoughts" club. I'm not sure if it's a joke or what, but I signed up anyhow. I've been all social here, and it would be nice to have people to be antisocial with.

For Homecoming, Rory and Logan and Marty and I went to dinner at The Old Firm. It was worse than cafeteria food. You know a restaurant is creepy when you find yourself claiming to be vegetarians and ordering green salads with dressing on the side, just because you don't want to think about they might serve you as meat.

At homecoming, we hung out with L. & R. for a while. It got a little tense because ... well, there was tequila, and Angelus' name came up, and I got kind of emotional. Rory says she doesn't think Logan will hold it against me.

I just hope Angelus isn't going to start gunning for either of them.

Anyhow, so -- tension. Then M. and I danced for a while. We saw George Lass crying -- I hope it wasn't over the Homecoming Queen thing, because that would make it kind of Marty's fault. (I voted for her.) We decided to go home after that and ... it was very very nice.

Yesterday I visited M. in Phale's shop. Sounds like we're both finding out some things on the Angelus front. The only question is how (or if) to use them. I think we need a witch at this point.

Hung out with Cally, Janet and Rory in the common room last night. Poor Rory -- it sounds like Logan has his own past to deal with.

If nothing else, I am truly sympathetic.
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Angela sits on her dorm room bed and makes a list in the spiral notebook that serves as her journal.

Things I have learned in the last 48 hours:

by Angela Chase, age 16 and 1/2

1. Angel is Angelus cursed with a soul by some gypsies. Anya does not know much about this curse, and believes researching it is dangerous. Maybe I should listen?

Also, she says I have a journalist brain. Weird.

2. Parker can get me to 'fess up to whatever she wants, even without a truth spell.

3. Beka Valentine is sleeping with Angelus. I don't even care who she has sex with -- all that bothers me is that she's such a flaming hypocrite about, "I will do anything to protect anyone" and then she goes and sleeps with the one person everyone in this school without powers or sure shot experience is afraid of.

(Is this actually hypocrisy, or just annoying? And doesn't dating Marty kind of mean I give up any right to criticize anyone else's choice in men? I mean, Angelus wasn't the one who waved a gun in Zero's face, and he isn't the one who came here explicitly to kill another student. Objectively, Marty might actually be more of a danger to the student body than Angelus.

Even if he is an incredibly sweet goofy boyfriend who I may be totally in love with.)

4. Speaking of said incredibly sweet goofy boyfriend -- I spilled on the whole Jordan/sex thing, as in J. being part of the reason why we aren't having it. He's cool with it.

Of course, I'm not entirely sure I'm that into the waiting thing for that much longer. Freaking hormones.

Maybe I *should* have just had sex with Jordan and gotten it over with. (Am I going to obsess over that for the rest of my life? Because it's been nine months, and ... I think I kind of am. Blech.)

5. The Sydney thing. Must be there for her.
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I think things are becoming ... not old normal, but normal for this school for me again. Kind of nice.

Shane from the church last week came to visit me at work today. Turns out she was born in Pittsburgh, but she's been on her own for a really long time. We talked about her job and growing up and stuff. It sounds like she's had a tough life, but she seems to really have it together. I hope I see her again.

And then Marty stopped by. It was ... okay, things have been kind of weird between us since the whole Angelus thing started. I can tell he feels really guilty, which -- he should, but I'm the one who went into an empty storage room with a vampire. And he didn't hurt me. Anyhow, so he's been feeling guilty, and I've been kind of not wanting to deal with that, and so I've been ... not avoiding him, but not really looking for him, either.

But I think things between us are okay now. I hope. He's stuck in detention today, with Grissom. I don't know, everybody else seems to love Grissom, but in Criminology class Thursday I was just a little lost in thought, and he totally yelled at me.

I hate small classes.

I talked to Mr. Phale in the park yesterday. He seems like he might be able to help us with the Angelus thing. I feel like I'm just in so far over my head on that one ... but if it helps, it helps, right?

He blessed my necklace. It feels different.
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[Private entry.]

I am officially an idiot. The fact Marty has done bad stuff and is mostly a good guy doesn't mean that's true of every bad guy here, and I *know* that. And yet? I went into a storage closet with a vampire.

I'm probably lucky he was only trying to scare me.

Marty had better really destroy the tapes, though god knows how he'll get back the ones he already sold.

I just hope Angelus doesn't realize that.

How could Marty put me in this situation? Put us in it? Screwing around with George Lass and homecoming is one thing, but the JA guys ... it's just a different league.

He just never thinks. Ever.

I can't deal with this school. At all.


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