A song Jordan wrote

I thought this song was about me. That was stupid.

(I pretend it is anyhow.)

"Call Her Red"

I'm going nowhere
Going nowhere fast
Drowning in my memory
Living in the past
Everything looked black till I found her
She's all I need and that's what I
say I call her RED

She's my shelter from the storm
She's the place to rest my head
Late at night she keeps me warm
I call her RED

New school

So my mom just suddenly decided, out of nowhere, that I wasn't going to Liberty this year. That I have to go to fandomhigh and live in the dorms. With some roommate I don't even know.

And Dad agreed. I thought he liked me.

I cannot decide if they just went insane, or if they're getting a divorce and wanted Danielle and me out of the house, or what. Krakow is enrolled here too, so maybe our parents decided together to do this for our own good?

Whatever. It's not like school was going to be so great this year. Jordan has, like, vanished.

I signed up for journalism, geology, English and political science, but they're making me pick an activity too.

End of Day 1

I found a roommate, sydney_bristow_. She seems cool, she says she won't mind my music or whatever. We still have to pick a dorm room and decorate it and stuff.

I think I figured out my class schedule, somehow. I signed up for Political Science, Tuesday and Thursday 9-10:30 a.m.; Journalism 301 which is 11 a.m.-3 p.m. every day (you only have to show up twice a week -- I'm taking Tuesday/Thursday); Geology Monday and Wednesday, 12:30-2 p.m.; Geology lab, Friday 2-5 p.m.; and Creative Writing whenever I can fit it in. (The room is, no lie, magic.) Oh, and I'm joining this Wildcrafting club -- it's about, like, plant magick and herbal medicine. Amber had a book about that stuff and it was awesome.

I haven't seen any guys here as cute as Jordan yet, at least none who don't seem like total asses. Maybe that's a good thing? I don't wanna spend another year obsessing over some guy who only cares about my body, or whatever.

I need to figure out what I'm wearing on my first day of classes tomorrow ... I was thinking dark gray denim skirt, pink t-shirt, green and pink flannel shirt, black tights, green Docs. But it might be too hot for flannel. Maybe that dark blue paisley mini-dress and blue velvet China flats?