Angela's Journal, 02/01

[chasingangela]

I feel like Study Group is taking up all of my energy lately. Isabel Evans seemed like she would be a good person to have on our team, so I recruited her after Angel gave me the okay. We met as a group yesterday to buy supplies and make plans. I get to be a gofer -- just what I always hoped for, but at least it will keep me from just completely shutting down.

Belthazor-Cole-person asked me out yesterday. I said yes -- which lead Zero to ask if I needed therapy -- but Parker convinced me -- really, I convinced myself -- that it would be a bad idea. I just need to call him and cancel; I'm sure that will go really well.

I should have stuck with my instincts after having really weird conversations with Lee and Edward Scissorhands and just given up on talking to guys yesterday. Maybe I should become a nun, or something.

Speaking of guys ... Marty has a special job during study group, which is yet another reason why lunch with B/C is a bad idea. I went to talk to him about it Monday. He seemed really sick, poor guy.

It's good to have him as a friend. Weird, but good. Even though it means I still have to worry about him.